you're married to the vultures.

yeah i update alot.

2004-04-17T20:47:55Z

edit//

hey pal. i love you

:D

yo tell the truth

2004-04-17T03:48:33Z

tonight was most deffinatly a good one, im excited.

ps- i want to go swimming

newyork_slave @ 2004-04-15T21:53:00

2004-04-16T01:57:21Z

oh man im in such an excellent mood today.
school was good. nothing really out of the ordinary happened but i got a tap on the shoulder and my twin senses were telling me it was brian. and turns out, it was.

after school i went to dannys and hungout with him and fill. it was a good time. i helped an old guy at bk cause its really hard to press the buttons, and he looked like he was struggling so i asked him if he needed help.

i came home and tried to watch tv but i fell asleep right away, and just woke up to find out danny breathes fire :(

I AM: peej
I WANT: a veggie burger
I HAVE: an excellent life at the moment
I WISH: some things were the way i expected them to be
I HATE: how i have such high standards
I MISS: the old park
I FEAR: bugs
I HEAR: katie from the road rules
I SEARCH: for anything
I WONDER: if everything really does continuely repeat
I REGRET: alot
I LOVE: that summer is real soon
I ACHE: not at the time
I AM NOT: going to sleep tonight
I DANCE: alot
I SING: alot
I CRY: when no ones looking
I AM NOT ALWAYS: wearing socks
I WRITE: sotries. i love writing
I NEED: love (oh yeah how cliche..but whatev.)
I SHOULD: stop eating

x. father thinks i am: awesome
x. mother thinks i am: shrug
x. you get embarrassed when: i talk
x. makes you happy: these 3 people i know
x. upsets you: SHADY ASSHOLES

yes or no...
x. you keep a diary: lj baby
x. you like to cook: yeah
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: its possible
x. you bite your fingernails: yes
x. you believe in love: for sure

Who is...?
The weirdest person you know: dan
the Loudest Person you Know: lindsay
Your closet friend: all of them are really close
the Person that Knows the Most about you : catey
your most overused phrase on IM: i dont know right now
the last image/thought you go to sleep with: good stuff pal :)
Inside joke: HES NOT SMALL, HE LIKES PENGUINES.

Do You...?
take a shower everyday: yep
have a(any) crush(es): kinda
need to tell someone something: yeah, kind of
think you were ever loved by someone: yeah
want to get married: possible
have piercings/where?: no
get motion sickness: no
think you're a health freak: no
get along with your parents: most of the time
like thunderstorms: yes

SCREEN NAMES: rizzawrr ( i think its spelled like that) GAAAAY
SIGN: cancer
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: brown
EYE COLOR: green
BIRTHPLACE: seattle, washington

( FAVORITES )
COLOR: green
DAY: thrus-sat
MONTH: june
SONG: thats a tuff one
FOOD: garden burgers fa sho<3
SEASON: fall or spring. but summer cause no school
SPORT: no
DRINK: sprite, fruit punch or water
ALCOHOLIC: AMARETTO!
VEGGIE: mashed potatoe
PERSON: there's a few

( PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? both are my favorite things
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? ew
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? milk
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? vanilla

( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? no
BOUGHT SOMETHING? a bagle
GOTTEN SICK? acutally....no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? yes ma'am
SAID I LOVE YOU? you know it
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no
TALKED TO AN EX? yesssss
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? mhm
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? you can say that
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? yes
MISSED SOMEONE? yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? nope :)
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no

name 6 bands/artists you listen to:

• the postal service
• copeland
• orchid
• the blood brothers
• saves the day
• ladytron

name 4 things you hate:

• i cant think of four things.

Would You Ever..
1. Eat a bug? deffinatly not
2. Bungee jump? mhm
3. Hang glide? deffinatly, it looks like so much fun.
4. Kill someone? oh shit.. dont you wonder?
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? nah brah.
8. Parachute from a plane? if thats why sky diving is.. yes
9. Walk on hot coals? no
10. Go out with someone for their looks? not on looks alone
11. For their reputation? no
12. Be a vegetarian? no.i love meat
13. Wear plaid with stripes? no
14. IM a stranger? you know it
15. Sing karaoke? yes
17. Shoplift? yes
18. Run a red light? it depends how dangerous im feeling
19. Star in a porn video? no
20. Dye your hair blue? no
21. Be on Survivor? no
22. Wear makeup in public? you know it
23. NOT wear makeup in public? yes...but it sucks for me
24. Cheat on a test? yes
25. Make someone cry? on accident :/
26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? she is a motherfucker
27. Kick a baby? it sounds funny.. but no
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? no
29. Cuss out a priest? nah
30. Take a job as a janitor? yes
31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong?yep
32. Stay up all through the night? im doin that tonight baby
33. Drink straight espresso? i dont care
34. Betray a friend? its happens
35. Go for a friend’s sibling? no
36. Run away? only to the side of my house
37. Go out w/ someone you hardly knew? i "went out" with vin, didnt i
38. Be on Jerry Springer? no
39. Have a one night stand? no
40. Give an ex a 2nd chance? NO WAY!! yeah man acrouse
41. Date a friend? yes
42. Kidnap your friend’s kid: um yeah only to ass rape it in the back of my van
43. Dress as a clown in public? my best friend was a clown
44. Dress up as any weird character? deffinatly
45. Go on a blind date? no
46. Be on the Bachelor/Bachelorette? im camera shy
47. Jump off a cliff? sure
48. Pick up a hitch-hiker? maybe
49. Commit suicide? nah im too much of a pussy

im sticking to beers from now on.

2004-04-14T23:58:03Z

school was good today.

then after school, i (well actually scott) found the pic that mikey gave me to me. i felt really great, and silly for a while...but soon after that went away and i felt so fucked. it was so weird and bad.

im really happy that friday is in only one day. the weekend is a good time.
im excited.

but im not excited that this isnt working, cause i thought it really would</3 i really need to cut my bangs again; i was too scared to cut them shorter last time, but they are really annoying and long, and i need to thin them out.. so i think ill do that after im done typing this up. its taking forever though cause it keeps getting deleted and not working... it sucks a little bit. well i just got really happy for some reason and i cant stop smiling and i dont know why :D im going to start using my mood icons again cause i just feel like it. <3peej ps- oh my stars! i almost forgot i motherfuckin LOVE makena. and danielle i really hope everything goes awesome with the boyfriend. i love you, as well.

newyork_slave @ 2004-04-13T12:57:00

2004-04-13T17:04:11Z

Friends only entry.

newyork_slave @ 2004-04-11T20:16:00

2004-04-12T00:18:49Z

tell me how cute that is, bitches.
no im serious fuckin do it.

im trying to drop these kids off in wantagh but they wont go home.

2004-04-11T16:30:14Z

last night was a good one.

catey came over my house and then we drove over to cvs and baught a bunch of stuff. we found really awesome confetti eggs and they fuckin owned.

then we went to sand hill, and i couldnt stop moving around. brian and scott came and we told stories. and then mark came and we told more really good stories. that was my favorite part of the night, and me and brian became twins so it was good. until eric came and cracked the confetti eggs on my legs and it hurt like a mothaaaaa. so now hes gonna die.

after we went to dannys♥ and chilled in his backyard. everyone kept going through my bag and catey gave me a present.. so i love her. umm me and steve traded shoes, catey just talked to billy the whole time, then we went to wendys and then everyone went home and i slept at dans. it was a pretty alright time. and i realized i still do love the mars volta.

um.. i have a boyfriend.
hes the fuckin best.
marks gonna wash my hair.
were gonna get chinese food.
im excited.

i dont know. this entry sucked alot.

number 2.5

2004-04-07T16:39:45Z

last night.
im real happy. i look like a haggared little bitch right now though.

one thing i really cant understand is why everyone like that new hoobastank song.
and i cant fucking stand sketchy people. period.

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
"..god and evil fortune followed him to the grave, or rather to his death."

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
pop rocks

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?:
futurama

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is:
12:01 PM

5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?:
11:58 PM

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?:
copeland

7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?:
about 2 minutes ago. saying goodbye to some one.

8: before you came to this website, what did you look at?:
nothing.

9: what are you wearing?:
a skirt and a white jacket

10: Did you dream last night?
no

11: When did you last laugh?
5 minutes ago.

12: what is on the walls of the room you are in?:
a bunch of shit.

13: Seen anything weird lately?:
jesus

14: What do you think of this quiz?:
it's better than the other ones

15: What is the last film you saw?:
school of rock.

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?:
a tuxedo for every day of the week

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
im in deep shit right now.

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?:
i would own it.

19: Do you like to dance?:
yes!

20: George Bush: might be an asshole but there's not much you can do about it.

21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?:
bitch

21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?:
vicktor

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?:
i don't know

i hate bitches.

2004-04-06T17:17:39Z

tonight is going to be amazing. deffinate edit later, but anyway.

i love caitlin. cause shes fuckin awesome and we are gonna party it up tonight, alot. so im pretty excited.

+ i'm gonna meet makena.
+ happy birthday danielle<3
+ my dog is vicious
.. its gonna be good times

newyork_slave @ 2004-04-04T16:13:00

2004-04-04T20:13:36Z

wtf bitch ill fight you

what an awesome way to start the first day of vacation

2004-04-03T17:13:37Z

last night was nuts. i love that

ps- sonia. i got it today, i fucking love it/you

♥

white tie you die

2004-03-31T02:01:01Z

i got a 1fucking00 in math...what now

newyork_slave @ 2004-03-27T00:51:00

2004-03-27T05:51:51Z

tonight was pretty swell...

and im just gonna say, hes a rock star, and leave it at that.

say goodnight, mean goodbye<3

tj!

2004-03-26T00:32:19Z

I LOVE JON!?

Brandnew164: get rid of the ? its not a quest tj but a fact

i love you chup :D

i have to say i could go for some dancing and a piggy back ride right now.

<3

2004-03-22T00:57:17Z

im holding one hand or two..depending if were walking or dancing

awesome

2004-03-17T20:08:40Z

:ring, ring:

- hello
- "hi, is my little elf there?"
<3

newyork_slave @ 2004-03-16T21:43:00

2004-03-17T02:46:14Z

whoa ♥

boyfriend

2004-03-16T01:52:35Z

when drew barrymore was 9, she had her first drink. at 10 she was smoking pot, by 12 she was a coke head.. and when she was 14 years old, she was in rehab.

this lady is an american idol.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

newyork_slave @ 2004-03-14T18:57:00

2004-03-14T23:57:44Z

my twin dances<3

jesi loves steve. and her tit hangs out....k

i have a cut on my nose.

those were kinda gay.
whatev. though
theres more.

newyork_slave @ 2004-03-12T23:56:00

2004-03-13T04:56:49Z

i havent stopped smiling since last night
:D

also...today i read the cat in the hat with my twin,
and hungout in boccs in sweat pants.
it was all sorts of fun.

me and steve missed yet another show.
oh well.

newyork_slave @ 2004-03-11T19:36:00

2004-03-12T00:46:15Z

welllllllllllllllllllllllll....today i went home with jesi. we had so much fun on the way home and then james took off of work and him and renee came over!

we played with the jungle crayons and others. we all drew pictures and exchanged.

but then i came home at around 5 and i was sleepy as usual.

today im really hoping to get a pokemon shirt.

i want to play final fantasy right NOW.

SLUTS overdose.

2004-03-11T01:41:27Z

i'm getting my bangs cut soon.
maybe like a a day and 1/3..if thats possible.

friday im hanging out with my dino.
sat is jesis b day thing.

today i was looking for my track jacket. i didnt find it, but i found a krobar.
then of course i thought... nigger bashing time witih my twin.

most of today was GAAAAAAAYYYYY; like lesbians, cause lesbians are so stupid and dumb.
then my chup attacked me and shittttttttttt.

i want my camera back !@#$%^^&*!!1!
and coke.

goodbye my loves, you can have my heart.

2004-03-09T01:18:30Z

chip&cupchupchupchupchupdinocupchupchup

YO LEI WE HAVE TO HAVE TO HANGOUT THIS WEEKEND, YOU STUPID LESBIAN.
holla back assface
♥

the breathtaking

2004-03-07T23:11:17Z

yesterday; i was dropped out of a shopping cart, onto my head.
today; i dropped a porclian sink and it shattered all over my hand and cut it up.

my life owns.
i want summer.

why is a&w rootbeer so good? why does it make me want to live for 5,000 more years?
i do not know.
friday was amazing. all the good things...EVER...happen on fridays.
im gonna do a back flip into a pool.

and i love my twin (probably more than i love you) because of alot of things.
but just to name a few:
1) he'll wipe my nose for me
2) he'll let me be the green candy land piece.
C)IcanOLLIEmoVing: id run to maryland for you to get it
4)IcanOLLIEmoVing: no im sorry but ure the better half<3
5)IcanOLLIEmoVing: ure the bestest twin anybody could ever have
F) hes not gonna get mad at me for posting him IM's

♥

yo x sluts have feelings too.

2004-03-06T03:09:42Z

NUNS BEAT HOEZ WITH RULES

jesiwesibesi: hey sexy hips

if i doesnt work ill kill it

YO TWIN YOU'RE SO DEAD!

bbbbb bus unit tomorrow..i'm down.

dino difusion <1+2=3

i'm so hyper right now.